July 2011
162 posts
“I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here...”
– Lemony Snicket
Sunday.
Id like to go for a big long run this afternoon after my shift. I have 2 hours of study to catch up on.
Wow
Not feeling any better. But am developing that weird love affair towards pathophysiology. Nursing diagnosis is so lame when you really look in to it.
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Some times you just have days. Today is definitely one of them. No joy Im my heart. No desire to enjoy the kids. Just want to crawl in to bed……. i wish i could erase certain events from the last year. But then again i wish to hang on to a few. Selective memory wipe out is what i need.
I have about 6 hours of study to catch up on.
Pffft
That is the noise i make when i can’t be bothered.
Can’t be bothered happens frequently these days. I feel like the last 8 weeks has really done me over.
Im sure ill pick myself up. I usually do.
The first thing i want back is my drive and passion, along with my motivation for uni work and running.
Im looking out the window at work wanting to go running. But can’t be...
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Quick note as Im between shifts.
I reckon ill know by mid September if Im going to be deployed to Victoria.
The rest of what i was going to add i Ve forgot.
Goodnight.
Pffft
If i stare at this roster long enough maybe my shifts will change back to the way i like them.
Can’t wait for the 10th of September. By then my roster will be back to normal.
Nerd
Ive lost it!
completely lost the plot.
Ive got my digital compass. And ive just found an app for my Droid that tells me what planet is where above me.
Tardis
I made my own. I stepped in to my ensuite and 2 hours later………. Ta da!
i look like me again hair free polished and smelling sweet!
i can’t wait for the warmer weather hope its an early spring and long long summer.
I feel almost ready to start challenging the university on missed emails. They say they sent them. I can’t find them. Im doing an all out appeal over...
Pffft!
Ive spent the day being rather upset and angry for many reasons.
I almost got to the end point. Failing unexpectedly was a massive massive blow. But i spent the day trying to prove that i didn’t get the right email consequently resulting in my fail grade.
I dont think ive achieved anything other than red puffy eyes that resemble 2 smashed smarties.
I know its only 3pm but a hot spa and my...
f&%@#$%^&*(!
Im supposed to be studying, I dont feel like it. Ive lost my voice and cant seem to get the video version of my lecture, all seems to hard from this perspective. I got in to the habbit of listening and reading my lecture in my time also having the control to stop and take notes was very attractive.
Im planning to be more of an on campus student this semester attending lectures before going to...
Captains log.
To me this seemed perfectly reasonable. I have 2 pairs of black speedos. One pair is more worn than the other and one pair is slightly smaller than the other. In my hast i didn’t want to risk going out in public with transparent speedos so i wore both. My sister thought i was plain weird but i stayed warm and kept my dignity.
